today 's : totally out of mood .
this week is not such a happy week as well for my entire family . our ABAH ' s conditions is not too good . masa hari ahad tu abah start demam , suhu badan dah melonjak naik lebih daripada biasa ~ tapi , abah insist xsey g klinik . look , betapa degilnya dia . :) . his noble nurse a.k.a my mum was always be on his side . i could see sad sign on her old face . i know , she was worrying on my abah ' s condition . hari isnin tu demam abah still xkebah . satu family paksa abah pegi klinik , but dia still xsey g . satu family dah give up . haha :p . tapi ubat memang on time dia ambil . the next day , abah cakap demam dia dah kurang . dah xrasa teruk macam hari2 sebelumnya . dalam hati xputus2 bersyukur . alhamdulillah , abah dah sihat . muka dia dah xpucat macam hari ahad ~
but , last night......my mum cakap pnyakit lama abah which is sakit gout , erk ? . ntah . xsure sgt . :[ dah menyerang balik . abah suruh call my sissy a.k.a kak nora suruh datang and drive him to the hospital . abah cakap dia memang xboleh tahan dah sakit ni . omg , abah memang dah tak boleh jalan masa tu . kejap tu kak nora datang . aq ikut dia pegi hosp. sampai je sana , terus nurse datang and bawak abah pegi letak atas katil . my heart went out when i see my abah la down on the bed . kat tgn dia dah berselirat dgn wayar and apa semua . nurse datang check blood pressure and dia cakap abah ada diabetes . quite serious . kitorang terkejut sgt masa tu sebab selama ni abah sihat and xde tanda2 sakit ke apa . lepas 4 jam duk dalam emergency ward tu , doktor cakap abah dah boleh balik . syukur sebab abah xkena admit kat ward . doktor cakap jgak abah kena datang balik hari ahad ni sebab dia nk pantau keadaan abah . kitorang balik pkul 2.15 am . smpai pagi ni abah cakap kaki dia still lagi sakit . tahan skit je . maybe esok ma ckap nk bwak abah pegi klinik laen . klinik yang abah selalu pegi . my tears went down masa tgk abah xboleh jalan . betapa kesiannya tgk abah terbaring je . ma ckap ' ada hikmah di sebalik semua ni , lgpun sakit kan mengurangkan dosa ' . my brother , a.ja selalu call tanya kdaan abah , how pity him , mesti dia rasa runsing . dah la duduk jauh kat serawak . dont worry dear , kitorang kat sini 24 jam duk jaga abah , ada apa2 mesti kitorang inform k ? .
last but not least , dear you alls , do pray for my abah ok , may ALLAH give him strenght to overcome all this ~ insyaAllah .
sbar da wes :)
ReplyDeletei tried my best dear . :(
ReplyDeleteBe strong Aeda.I know how you feel.We're in the same shoes too.But,don't give up k?Allah is always be there.Say a prayer to HIM.Insyaallah,as a friend,I will pray for you :)
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