mood : exhausted :(
since last week , everyday is quite tiring to me . i have a big comitment . comitment as a daughter to my abah and my mum , comitment as SMKIP & biology student and comitment as a ' adik ' to my siblings especially my 3 sisters which is kak nora , kak tie and the last one kak inie . It is not too easy to handle this responsibility . Sometimes , I do realize that this is the only way to prove to everyone that i am not longer the immatured girl . my day starts with :
MORNING - school times : steeping smkip ' s gate . entering 4 ar razi class . listening to teacher who is teaching in front of the class . sometimes looking on my watch and whispering ' lambat lagi ke kelas nk habis nih ? ' and the others word ' how is my abah ? is he okay ? ' . this two sentences always appear on my mind . but im always tell to myself ' you have to be strong , be concentrate on your study . now you are in form 4 . one more year to sit for SPM . then , i will become more excited to study ! . this is the way how i waking up my soul . :]
EVENING - resting my body : have a short nap , have a simple lunch and doing my homework . taking care of my nieces and nephews . physically , they could see i am happy but deeping in my heart , i am worrying of my father's condition . :'( . i love you abah , recover fast !
NIGHT - packing my things , go to the hospital to replace my mother's place to take care of my father . this is not burden at all . i love you abah !
p/s : i will writing again soon , do pray for my abah .
No comments:
Post a Comment