TOMORROW tomorrow !!!!!!

esok a.k.a tomorrow

actually , tomorrow my only brother a.k.a my a.ja will be going home . from sarawak to kelantan . his coming home is to visiting our abah . i know you are worrying abah ' s condition as well . so , have a great time with abah tomorrow . for you alls information , my abah's condition is much better today . thanks for your ' doa ' . waiting for abah to be discharge .

                        p/s : i love my family . THEY ARE MY EVERYTHING !!!!

AEDA : daughter , little sister & student .

mood : exhausted :(

since last week , everyday is quite tiring to me . i have a big comitment . comitment as a daughter to my abah and my mum , comitment as SMKIP & biology student and comitment as a ' adik ' to my siblings especially my 3 sisters which is kak nora , kak tie and the last one kak inie . It is not too easy to handle this responsibility . Sometimes , I do realize that this is the only way to prove to everyone that i am not longer the immatured girl . my day starts with :

 MORNING - school times :  steeping smkip ' s gate . entering 4 ar razi class . listening to teacher who is teaching in front of the class . sometimes looking on my watch and whispering ' lambat lagi ke kelas nk habis nih ? ' and the others word ' how is my abah ? is he okay ? ' . this two sentences always appear on my mind . but im always tell to myself ' you have to be strong , be concentrate on your study . now you are in form 4 . one more year to sit for SPM . then , i will become more excited to study ! . this is the way how i waking up my soul . :]

EVENING - resting my body : have a short nap , have a simple lunch and doing my homework . taking care of my nieces and nephews . physically , they could see i am happy but deeping in my heart , i am worrying of my father's condition . :'( . i love you abah , recover fast !

NIGHT - packing my things , go to the hospital to replace my mother's place to take care of my father . this is not burden at all . i love you abah !

p/s : i will writing again soon , do pray for my abah .

get well soon ABAH . :(

today 's : totally out of mood .

this week is not such a happy week as well for my entire family . our ABAH ' s conditions is not too good . masa hari ahad tu abah start demam , suhu badan dah melonjak naik lebih daripada biasa ~ tapi , abah insist xsey g klinik . look , betapa degilnya dia . :) . his noble nurse a.k.a my mum was always be on his side . i could see sad sign on her old face . i know , she was worrying on my abah ' s condition . hari isnin tu demam abah still xkebah . satu family paksa abah pegi klinik , but dia still xsey g . satu family dah give up . haha :p . tapi ubat memang on time dia ambil . the next day , abah cakap demam dia dah kurang . dah xrasa teruk macam hari2 sebelumnya . dalam hati xputus2 bersyukur . alhamdulillah , abah dah sihat . muka dia dah xpucat macam hari ahad ~

but , last night......my mum cakap pnyakit lama abah which is sakit gout , erk ? . ntah . xsure sgt . :[ dah menyerang balik . abah suruh call my sissy a.k.a kak nora suruh datang and drive him to the hospital . abah cakap dia memang xboleh tahan dah sakit ni . omg , abah memang dah tak boleh jalan masa tu . kejap tu kak nora datang . aq ikut dia pegi hosp. sampai je sana , terus nurse datang and bawak abah pegi letak atas katil . my heart went out when i see my abah la down on the bed . kat tgn dia dah berselirat dgn wayar and apa semua . nurse datang check blood pressure and dia cakap abah ada diabetes . quite serious . kitorang terkejut sgt masa tu sebab selama ni abah sihat and xde tanda2 sakit ke apa . lepas 4 jam duk dalam emergency ward tu , doktor cakap abah dah boleh balik . syukur sebab abah xkena admit kat ward . doktor cakap jgak abah kena datang balik hari ahad ni sebab dia nk pantau keadaan abah . kitorang balik pkul 2.15 am . smpai pagi ni abah cakap kaki dia still lagi sakit . tahan skit je . maybe esok ma ckap nk bwak abah pegi klinik laen . klinik yang abah selalu pegi . my tears went down masa tgk abah xboleh jalan . betapa kesiannya tgk abah terbaring je . ma ckap ' ada hikmah di sebalik semua ni , lgpun sakit kan mengurangkan dosa ' . my brother , a.ja selalu call tanya kdaan abah , how pity him , mesti dia rasa runsing . dah la duduk jauh kat serawak . dont worry dear , kitorang kat sini 24 jam duk jaga abah , ada apa2 mesti kitorang inform k ? .

last but not least , dear you alls , do pray for my abah ok , may ALLAH give him strenght to overcome all this ~ insyaAllah .

Dear daddy,
no matter where i go in life,
who i get married to,
how much time i spend with guys,
how much i love my boyfriend,
how much i talk about my boyfriend,
you'll always b my number one man.
Sincerely, your little girl.

forever !

friend ,

there's no word can desribe how much i appreciate our FRIENDSHIP <3

thanx for being my friends ~ being my best one !

BESTIES <3

nor ADIRA nazwa norkimi : kito jadi saem since skoloh rendoh lagih ~ mace xcayo plok kito doh saem slama 6 tahun , lama tuh . hahaha:) . btw , aq saye mug ra . !

siti raZILAH bt jamal mohd : wpun kito saem xlamo , tapi aq sero mug lah saem aq wak paling aq sero kalu mug xdok !. maso mug g smkkb , aq triok ingt ko mug ~  xnipu deh :'(  . sampai semo family aq knal mug . btapa aq rapat sapa aq oyak semo bndo ko mug ~ . AQ SAYE MUG SGT2 .

nur AHZA bt che nasir : aq saye mug zee , sebab mug sore jah hok sokmo ikut mood aq ~ HAHA;p .

nik MARDHIAH syahirah bt nik mohd jaafar : mok cik ! , sayo saye ko mok cik , sebab mok cik samo sewel nge sayo tuh gak ~ . sero supo best jah ado saem bdok MAAHAD ~ HAHAHA .

p/s : wak namo xdok tuh xsoh duk sero ko gapo ko deh , sebab aq nih kade2 nyanyuk skit . hahaha :P . aku tkut sep mug maroh ko aq jah . xpo2 . tene2 . xdok namo sinih xbermakna aq xsaye ko sep mug , sebab AQ SAYE SEMO SAEM2 AQ !!!!!!!!!!

 

may ALLAH bless our friendship ~ <3 you so damn muchie !!!!

mmmmuuuuuuuaaaaaahhhhh * juto